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Goodbye Thanks for all the fish!!! [03/07/08]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I'm canceling Verizion, and getting BrightHouse should have the internets by next friday or soish. :-)

Until then I have to pack and unpack......

See y'all then...

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All your 2 r00mz apartmentz0rs belong to us! [03/06/08]
[ mood | jubilant ]

All your 2 r00mz apartmentz0rs belong to us!


According to the lady, we got it! ^_^ Later on today once they've drawn them we'll have to sign papers but


Squeals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Another morning, another boring post [03/05/08]
[ mood | cheerful ]

They got our application, so hopefully we know later on today if we'll be moving this weekend.

We're already going through our stuff like we are, so that when they approve us (Which is already pretty much a given) we'll be ready to move. If for some reason they don't approve us, we'll we've wanted to rearrange the furniture and reorganize our belongings for a little while anyways.

This morning I'm finishing up the last of the laundry and packing away all but a few days worth, doing the dishes and trying to work on some fanfiction between all of this...

I really don't like what I've written today though, it doesn't have the mood that I've been carrying throughout the story.

^_^ Hope you all are having a great day!

I want a new mood theme... maybe I'll make my own with three basic moods, happy, emo and neutral :-P maybe use my own face too.

Off I go to work on stuff...

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blah blah blah, aka whatever I dunno what to put for a title. [03/04/08]
[ mood | cranky ]

*yawns* Is it bed time yet? Yep it's 10:20 in the morning it's time for sleep!

However we're waiting for the leasing office to call and therefore I'm stuck forcing myself into awakeness.

*waits anxiously by the phone*

Nothing to much going on here, unless you count Ian going into a mad frenzy of organization, and prepacking and Dani doing the laundry.

Still doing the laundry... I hate washing clothes so we had a lot of it piled up.

wash, fold, pack away, wash, fold, pack away...

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Hyper!!! Bouncy!!!! [03/03/08]
[ mood | hyper ]

I forgot just how strongly a rockstar drink hits me, even though I drank only half of it... I'm bouncy as hell...

Something about the combination taurine, ginsing, guarna, milk thistle and other assorted herbs and stuff seems to make me much more bouncy than my doubleshot.

However rather than just jump starting my brain, it's like dani is drunk at five fifty in the morning...


Bounce... Bounce.... must porn, wait can't porn must germinate, err I mean study german.


I will master this issue I have with the dative case, location and prepositions... damnit.

^_^

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What am I doing up this early? [03/03/08]
[ mood | awake ]

So the alarm is set to go off at five thirty in the morning, which will give me time to study my german before going to class this morning, eat a really good breakfast and hopefully quell this anxiety I suddenly have about going to aforementioned class.

So why on Earth did I wake up at two thirty, to note that Ian was all ready awake, and why did that make me unable to go back to sleep?

Perhaps it's revenge on me sleeping the whole weekend away in an illness induced stupor? Why?

Now I want to go back to sleep but by the time I'm dreaming happy dreams, images of hot sexy men parading around in swimming apparel with water dripping off of their sexy bodies, the alarm will go off and I'll be dragged kicking and screaming into reality.

So I'm going to go and brood on why I don't like the fragment I've written for Phoenix Flies, then I'm going to take a shower, and ask Ian to braid my hair as I thought it looked cute last time he did that.

Then I'm going to study for a little while and tell myself soothing things, in the hopes that this irrational and life destroying anxiety will leave me soon.

Most importantly I'm going to pray to the gods of caffeine.

^_^ Happy Monday! ^_^ *ends fake cheery smile*

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In which I babble aimlessly about nothing [03/01/08]
[ mood | crappy ]

I slept most of today away. I slept for about four hours, was up for one, slept for four hours, was up for two and then slept some more. I feel really tired right now so I might go curl up for some more sleep now.

I'm feeling better though!


Today I'm grateful for:

Warm kickin' crab soup from Crispers
Fluffy yellow towel, straight from the dryer.
Hot warm baths.
Cups of tea and sympathy while my inner five year old was out rampant.

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I hate coming up with titles.... [02/28/08]
[ mood | blank ]

I'm feeling odd right now, a strange mix of happy depressed as I try and figure out how to improve the situation, that I feel I'm in.

I wrote a poem the other day, which was my way of dealing with being over emo when I was a teenager.

I've been writing some, but I've not been able to focus on the same story for very long, so I'm now in the possession of some fragments.

Ian and I went to Applebee's for a late lunch, and then we went to Hollywood video to rent some movies. The third Resident Evil movie was quite good it only earned one terrified dani scream, although it did earn several Dani flinches because I don't handle graphic images of flesh eating zombies very well.

We also rented Pirates of the Carriben: At the World's End and Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix, so we'll be watching those soon too.

I'm trying to convince Ian that we should sign up for Net Flix or Blockbuster online because there are a lot of movies that I've never seen... like Indiana Jones or Back to The Future and a lot of movies that I want to see...

We'll see how that goes....

I'm having some deep thoughts about my future but I'm not ready to talk about them yet. I'm still trying to figure out what my purpose is. I wonder if it is possible that despite the fact that I'm only 23, that I am having a midlife crisis.

I need a sexy mistress and a sports car I can't drive stat!

I'll settle for a pile of anime and a case of strawberry pocky if I must!

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Bouncy bouncy bouncy [02/08/08]
This is your Dani *pictures show up of Dani sluggishly reading fanfiction or lying in bed reading a book*

This is your Dani after a starbucks doubleshot light *Dani has three fanfictions done on notebook paper, her German work mostly complete and the bedroom is cleaner, she is frantically typing away in open office and is contemplating going for a walk*

Any questions?


In other words despite no sleep, I feel ready to take on the world! ^_^ Life is good.

Expect a fic or two to be posted later. (Twilight Fic)

The muse is going... be afraid, be very afraid.

Anyone feel up to helping me write, finish and have beta read by the fifteenth a Harry/Draco story? Pwease?
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[02/04/08]
[ mood | fussy ]

My stepmom pissed me off beyond belief earlier.

She's such a bigoted racist homophobic bitch.


I'm tired, and my lungs still hurt from a cold I had last week.

Ian can't beta the story that I need to have betaed, so I have to find someone else to beta it? Anyone want to read 2,000 words of Hermione/Harry smut and help me make the sex more romantic? Pretty please?


I don't feel good. I'm feeling fussy and I suck at being an online friend lately. I've been swimming in my own head again, sorry about that.

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A new addiction [12/06/07]
Thank you [info]prettyparadox the Twilight novel you recommended was addictingly wonderful, I couldn't put it down!


Not to much went on today, Ian took me to the bookstore because I was starting to get depressed again. I bought the first book in the Twilight series, as recommended (and I need the other two like right this second, because I didn't realize that the last bit I read was a teaser for the next book and it left off at a horrible cliffhanger!!) I also picked up: a set of the first three books in the Wheel of Time series and a Clash of Thrones by George RR Martin.

I have to try and get some drabbling done tonight as well as some studying. But all I want to do is read the next book in the series. I really like Edward and all of his vampire family, and I need to know how it ends. ^_^


Must read more....
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Ow! [12/05/07]
[ mood | sore ]

I bathed the cats,and thanks to pywhackett I have a huge scratch, I don't think it needs stiches.

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Holy Shit.... LJ is sold [12/03/07]
[ mood | confused ]

Six Apart No longer own Live Journal.

http://news.livejournal.com/104520.html

I wonder if better things will come out of this or worse things now? Will they be worse than six apart or better?

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Dani Babbles about coffee, tea, outings, baby names, sad moments and more! [12/02/07]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Silent Night-Sailor Moon cast ]

Coffee *big smile*! I finally took our coffee pot out of the top cabinet, since Ian's dad had gotten me a pack of the good stuff, so I have some coffee to drink. (It is made by Equal Exchange and it's a tasty dark chocolate flavor num!) Coffee and teas are probably my favorite drinks, and I may just drink to much. I have about 10-20 different tea flavors in my house at any one time. My Ian doesn't like coffee and tends to only like Green tea (bleh-only if it's iced!) or Chai tea. He is however a recovering Rockstar energy drink addict. He drinks the rockstars during his eight days on, and then during his six days off, he goes through withdrawal symptoms, very creepy!

Not to much going on tonight, I slept a little bit longer than I intended to, which I always do when my body is trying to produce more red blood cells. I've written about two pages of handwritten story, (Harry/Hermione christmas romance fluff) that I'm liking so far, which I'll work on some more tonight. I have to study for my German Quiz which will be tomorrow in actuality but tonight for me. (I wake up at about 7:40pm when my husband does and stay up all night, go to school and then sleep) I can't wait until Tuesday morning, because that will be the start of Ian's six nights off! :-)

When he works, I'm able to get more creative things done, because it's hard to write anything but fluffy het, when he's home because he's not one for slash porn.
:-P Although he did like a femmeslash piece I started once! So maybe I'll write femmeslash on the days he's off. I look forward to his nights off because not only is he less stressed and happier but we usually go on an outing. To those of you new on my friends list, (Welcome! I forgot to say Hello to you all, so Hi!) despite being 23, I can't drive and thus don't get out much. I go once a week to the grocery store, and to German class 3 times a week. I may have a mild cause of agoraphobia because I have difficulty leaving the house by myself! Thus the outing is a very big deal, it's something I look forward to a lot, since I enjoy going out as long as he's with me (or another friend, but my best friend lives in Sanford, FL and I live in Bradenton, FL and my other good friends who I'd love to hang out with live in California which is way to far away! or in Port Charlotte, FL). Yes I live a boring life most of the time, when the highlight of my life is a little outing.

I think we'll try to walk the beach and maybe I'll make some picnic foods, I like Anna Maria Island (about 5 minutes from my apartment) even if I don't like the bridge you have to cross. (I'm afraid of bridges too.) Depending on how crowded the mall is Wednesday after German class, we might go to the arcade and play the shooting game, Ian's fond of, something of the dead, All I know is you don't shoot the people in the white coats, and that I can only play a round without feeling motion sick and developing a headache and air hockey. Very fun to play, I get really into it even though I'm not very good at it.

I love adblock! I've been troubled once or twice in the past by people using spider icons, but thanks to adblock, I just block the image and I don't have to explain that even the digital image of a spider makes me want to scream and hide under the covers until someone makes it go away. :-P Besides why should I have the right to ask others not to use whatever they want as an icon. Over in LJ land, on the business posts that I've been watching, someone was complaining about how they wanted to be able to flag user pics, so that they would have to get rid of images she found offensive, that people wouldn't get rid off, I linked her to firefox and adblock but hopefully LJ doesn't listen to people like her. Everyone is offended by different things, after all.

I should cut this, I'm no where near done with this entry but I'm not sure what to say on the cut tags. I'm never quite sure what to put for titles either.

Let's talk baby names )

A mini rant )

I feel better now. Sorry I had to get that rant out of my system. It's been stewing since last week when one of my favorite fellow classmates besides Ian asked me, why I'd been absent on Monday and Wednesday, she's been concerned about me much of the semester because I've been rather sick. And she's such a sweet grandmotherly type person that I can't rage at her, darn grandmotherly old ladies, who although meddlesome I can't stay mad at! Mainly because all of my grandparents are dead, and I still miss Grandma A. and Grandma Phyliss a lot. My mom's mother, I don't miss at all though. She made it clear that she hated me while I was alive so I don't feel guilty.

Odd experiance last week )

I'm really losing my silly mood by talking about all of these serious things. And this entry is quite long and I don't want to bore anyone so I'll leave this entry at this length.





I was bored: memes )

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Harry/Hermione advent drabble: Snow [12/01/07]
[ mood | creative ]

Title: Snow
Author: dani_meows
Word count: 100
Rating: PG
Pairing: Harry/Hermione
Warnings: Fluff
Written for [info]adventdrabbles day one on IJ

I am not responsible for any cavities )

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Up and down, like a merry round from hell. [12/01/07]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | silent night ]

I'm starting to get depressed again. I'm starting feel trapped and frustrated and like life is to dark and dreary again.

I don't want to hit another depressive cycle. Can't I be happy for a little while longer? It's only been a few weeks, not that long and I just want to feel happy again.

It just feels like my life never changes, that my best efforts to change things are at most ineffectual. I'm a failure, a dissappointment.

I just.... gah... Fuck it I don't know what I want to say.

Disregard this message.

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TL;DR rant [11/29/07]
[ mood | infuriated ]

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuckity, fuck. Okay now that I got that out of the way, I am going to rant about age, about protecting the innocent little precious, and about LJ's new flagging content policy.

First off I'm 23 years old, I like to say the word fuck and I say it often, although I also tend to like to say the words shit and damn. I like the sound of the word, the way it slides off my tongue, the way it fits how I feel when I drop a casserole that I'm taking out of the oven on the floor, or if I've stubbed my toe again. I will not censor myself, and I resent the internet trying to do it for me.

I accessed my first NC-17 story at the age of twelve, with my mother's knowledge, hell I've been reading romance novels since I was 10, I'd already read explicit sex. The internet should not have to parent your children, those of you with children should be parenting your own damn children. This isn't directed to anyone with children on my friends lists, as I'm sure y'all aren't the people that let there children have unrestricted access to the net and then once their children see something bad, complain about how horrible it is that it's not catering to their views of what should be child safe.

The internet is not fucking childsafe, when I was younger and much more innocent, when we'd only had the internet for a few months and I didn't even have my own AOL account and I was still in elementary school, I wanted to see the website for the Whitehouse and I typed in .com instead of .gov, that was a real eyeopener. Although it didn't traumatize me and my parents weren't raging against AOL, the internet, or anyone else that their innocent child saw a porn site. I don't think that the internet should be childsafe either, because quite frankly the best thing about the internet, about blogging, about live journal, insane journal and all the rest is the freedom of expression. Being able to say what I want to say, even if it is something like I think Severus Snape likes it up the ass vigorously with his own wand. Being able to say today fucking sucked. Being able to talk about my sex life, about my dreams, even about my sexual fantasies without having Momma LJ, interfering and allowing people to randomly flag my posts as OMG offensive is a freedom that shouldn't go away.

In the grand scheme of things this wouldn't piss me off if all of the world lately didn't seem determined to childproof the world, the older episodes of Seasame Street have been released on DVD and are marked that they aren't for children but are intended for Adults. Seaseme Street! One of the the three shows that made up my early childhood, the others being Mr. Rogers Neighborhood and Reading Rainbow. Cookie Monster is now forced to say that cookies are a sometimes food, *shudders*

Cookie Monster isn't responsible for childhood obesity, so many other things are. And my tangent is starting to get off tangent, so I'm going to end it here.

Fuck that shit. Fuck censorship. Fuck making my thoughts safe for the masses.

Parent your own fucking children, and stop expecting the world to be childsafe.

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*dies laughing* [11/29/07]
[ mood | giggly ]

On the twelfth day of Christmas, danirosealoise sent to me...
Twelve songfics walking
Eleven vampires writing
Ten classics a-biking
Nine books baking
Eight werewolves a-reading
Seven cats a-travelling
Six puppies a-dieting
Five bi-i-i-ible studies
Four weight watchers
Three chocolate cookies
Two romance novels
...and a gabrielle in a christianity.
Get your own Twelve Days:


*giggles*
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Grrrr.... sick... cranky.... rar [11/27/07]
[ mood | sore ]

So on Sunday, Ian was feeling better and we went down to Port Charlotte to have not quite Thanksgiving dinner with his folks. Had food, played with puzzles, took a walk to a place that has lots of stray cats... tried to convince Ian that we needed another cat.

Played Eternal Sonata which I rented from the video store. Loved it.

Woke up on Monday in misery, my stomach was hurting and I was a curled up Dani ball of distress. Skipped German. Slept. Woke up still hurt, ate food, gamed for a few hours, slept.

Slept all day today. Still hurt. At least now I know what's wrong.


Fuck you too Uterus! I can't wait until I can have you ripped out you miserable rotten piece of flesh! Growls.

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mini rant [11/24/07]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Dear man who put truck topper thingy so that none of the residents can park when we only have a few parking spots anyways,

Fuck you.


No love,

Me.

Dear who the fuck crashed into our gate,

DIAF!

Fuck you, you drunk son of a bitch who is going to cause our rent to go up.

No love you asshole,

Me

Dear mary sunshine cashier,

Smile bitch.

No love,

Me

Dear man who parked his trailer with nothing on it and hasn't moved it for several months,

Did you know that you are not supposed to do that? I'm going to complain to the office and I hope it gets towed.

WTF. Fuck you.

No love,

Me.

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